dogupd

Written on March 19
The more I think about it
        The closer it draws near
               When it happens
                    The farther I go away
Then I start to regret
        The decision I made
               Because I wasn't there
                    For you         
                        For that single second

I always be here waiting
Waiting for you...
I doesn't matter how long..
I have to wait
Because I'll always be here waiting for you
Just because you everything to me...
I'll always be there for you
I'll be patiently waiting for you to talk to me
No matter how long it takes you
I'll be waiting....
Waiting here for you

I'm losing my sanity
 Can't show that to anybody
   They would never forgive me
      So I hide in fear
     So no one can see the thrill
Of just losing my mind
  To unexpected thoughts
     That will probably never happen
So I'll dissappear
     In given time
         Because you probably wouldn't notice
  But I would be back  
    Because I need to cause
  Revelations...

Hmm.. I know
 You doubt me
   But I don't wanna hurt you
     I'm just here to make you happy
      Because if I really do lose that
Its not that I would lose my mentality
  But the insanity will reach me
   And I'll make the world hate me
Just to bring happiness to you
  Yet soon the world would follow
But I didn't do it for them but you..
And that is what I truly feel...
  So when will my words reach
   Your heart...
Just because my words
 Will break me through
  To your heart...

Interesting/Maybe
  Heart Beating/Definitely
    In love/Most likely

Losing my stability
Right to fight the sight
Chaotic? Chaos...

Meaningless  
   Existence!!
In such a  
      wrong reality
With no
   individuality

Haha
Really now?
Haha no more hatred
In this crazy place
Just a dream of mine
With no reality in sight
   Make it my goal
   Or should it be my reason  
   To live in the suicide
   To fight for the tommorow
   I'm in search of
   Which will bring me to you...
      Fight the impossible
      Just so it can
      Become something so probable

 Destroy and Reprime
    The system
     With an individuality of the
  Suspicion
With no true meaning?

Torture
It's torture
You know
It really is
But I have to survive it
In order to be with you
And see you another time
Yet I still doubt you
Which hurts me more
I myself make the torture even worse
Till what point will it reach
Until everything is finally
Set into place
How long do I have to wait
So many questions
That I'm afraid to ask you
Because I don't wanna lose you
I just wanna make you...love me...

The truth
  Will hurt me less
    Than that of a lie...
     
Stop me when..
  I hurt you.. please....

Crazy... never tried to be anything
Just been slowly watching
                    The others movements
Yet I feel like I'm missing       
       The truth because I never
                                     Did try...
Lost all the feelings before
               Such a retribution because
      There back in such an unexpected manner
Who would have thought
                          Such a thing
                                 I thought they were
Long and gone... But they were just
          Hiding and waiting for the right time
To strike me
`uʍop ǝpısdn pǝddılɟ sʇı ʍou
           ʇı sı ǝɹǝɥʍ
             ɹǝʍsuɐ ǝɥʇ
               ǝʞɐɯ oʇ
                 spɹoʍ ʎɯ
                     ɹǝʇʇǝq
                        ǝɯ ɹoɟ
                          noʎ ʍoɥs oʇ
                             lǝǝɟ ı ʇɐɥʍ

-----------------------------------------------------------------

Absolute
   Depression
Is  where I stand
 or
Is it my
 True Happiness?

------------------------------------------------------------------

slowly passing time with the words

the words bleed through

slowly looking for the truth

Dang stop with the....
Everybody doing their own thing
Lying and ignoring
Show no true desire to
Be here
Just playing along

Innovation

Down to go slow
Run away
slowly

So fast tonight
No stop in sight

Stop
  Rejoice
    Embrace
      Reply

The embracing force

In balance in power

Eventual discovery
Build it up!
 Make it start
   Such a sight
Slipping away from reality
   To see the lines once again
Writing a story
1 more time

Close yet far from the goal
To where will my work fall upon?
Slowly building up for the climax
Step by step
From this horrible reality
So tell me... The words
That will change the meaning
Of my existence
Just so I can make your reality My Life
Overcome with fears of the Darkness
I try to avoid the sorrow
To run through to the light
Where our hearts reside
And our hearts intertwine once again
Respect is my top priority
So you can what you truly mean to me
Yet my fear
    will be to not
        reach your expectations...

My words seem meaningless
Until you read them
They have true meaning
Yet it's ending altogether
So where's the true meaning now?
Tell me one last time..

I can't fight back
Cause the beat is whack,
So where you at
I've been waiting
And I'll continue to wait for you
Through the endless night..
Just and only you
Because your my addiction

Scary Flow
Ain't it odd?
I wanna be there
But my priorities
Lead me elsewhere
But just wait a little more because...
My time will be devoted to you
And only you

My Grave
Is near
Six feet under
Or will I will be ashes?
I'll let you decide
Which is more sincere

To many notes
Can't tell them apart
There just there
Just losing their
True meaning
So where is the cure?

Death
My sweat serenade
So close
Yet where's your true meaning
I know you exist
God
Your my enemy
Just hide from you mistakes
And don't repent
I will judge thee
As enemy
Of man and animal
Till the end
Where we rule
Our own heaven

Crazy
Just a little
Let it be so that we fall no where near
Our foretold end
Cough through the day
Till you fall
In the end there
Will be no despair
So lie down
Till there is no tragedy

Stop
Leave me alone!!!
Stop lieing
In this eventful reality!!!
In which there is no return
To my past ability!

Make a wish
Of death
In which you survive and I die
But before that
I make sure
To write my true feelings
To you in the matter
Of my lyrics
In my one and only song
That was only meant
For you

It's warm
Warmer inside and out
Better than the day before
Because today is a new day
That we shall make sure of one more time

Just started yet
I'm here at the half way point
But now I need to return
And do it over
One more time
To make sure that there is no error

One by one
The seconds turn
Into minutes
With no return
In sight
Yet I know your there
My true light

I'm scared that my words will fade.
From your memory, into nothing.
And I won't exist in this place.
Your thoughts will drift from my existence.
Then if you don't remember then who will?

Lyrical Lies
Are what I speak
But when I come around you'll see
That my lies will be truths
That will protect the weak

Lies
Destroy
Reconstruct
Alter
Kreate
Express
Never
Time
Become
Flow
Grow
Konduct

Crack is and influential thing but don't let it play you.
So let it be known that you cause the impossible
But never forget the predictable
Let it be know that justice is and ideal and not fact.

In the cold late night.
Darkness is where we speak.
We talk about the important things.
In which we show no fear.
Because we both hold each other dear?

Slowly holding the lost night?

It's not about the power
It's about what you are willing to do
And what you can do
Not for you but the others that you hold dear
So don't forget to cry
For the important ones
Because later there will be no one

I'm scared there's no one here
And no where to go
I'm alone
And I don't know what to do
It's been so long
I just fear death with no reason

The street lights flicker on and off
Can't stand to see them diminish so constantly
So how long till I start to flicker away
When will I fall and diminish to?

So let me know,
Will I live in fear for the path I choose
Even if it brings upon eternal peace
Or will I live with you and forever
Living the days with you happily
I can't think of which one is the right one
Or will I survive to do either?
Tell me the truth in this godless world
In which fear runs through all our veins
Achieve the impossible or make the probable
I think now little by little and I do not know
But I know I want to be with ou more than to save this land
So let me know
What do you think of me?

Long Poems
Are better suited for you :]
Because I have I can't comprehend my state in its entirety

Thinking
THINKING
Of only you
What are your true feelings?
Your the best
Cause you kinda do stand out from the rest
I can't deny that I've fallen for you
But have you done the same,
I wonder
Where will it all end
Or is it just beginning
But I wonder just what we can both achieve together as one

This feeling is love?
But I'm scared to let you know
Because I'm afraid to lose you
The perfect other
I know it yet
Why am I still fearing your answer

Stop and fade.
From reality and return.
With strategy.
Imperial tragedy?
Run from the reality
So let me know of my true existence?
Is there no more mercy??

My words don't have heart
My words don't have taste
MY words don't have fear
My words are my emotions
In which their in an escaped reality
So let my words be destroyed
So let my emotions fade
So let me become free of torture
And let my words fade into nothing
Just because
My words don't have heart

Por que quires
Que te encuentre
Si tu no mi expresas
Tus sentimentos